For the last 2 months I have been telling my project manager that I just do not have time to do anything she asks. That was true. I have been snowed under with current projects, the monthly search marketing we do, in addition to running the company. We have been short staffed and I, personally, have tried to make up the difference. To keep quality from slipping, I have been working longer each day and more on weekends. This hard work paid off, and I actually started seeing some daylight, faint though it was. Then it happened.
A couple of new clients called, and they just had to have their site soon (or so I assumed). I could not leave these two deals on the table–or could I? Of course, I took them and in a very tight time frame. After thinking on this all day, I am wondering if there was not a touch of pride in my decision. I can do anything (or so I think). I’m already working 12 + hours with a 6 minute lunch. I can skip dinner and sleep can wait. Me? I don’t need any downtime. A sense of urgency defines any entrepreneur, yet I think the pride in skills and sometimes over confidence in abilities can hamper success.
Now, there is no doubt these two projects will be completed and done well. However, I do not want to run at this fevered pace forever. With the extra stress I have now, I wish I had asked for even an extra week in these two projects; but I did learn.
In the future I plan to schedule more carefully. Actually plan out, with the team, when something should be due, and then I need to pad that a little, so we can over deliver. I do not want to burn them out anymore than me. I will refrain from acting like superman, ask for help, and be more open with clients. This is my plan until someone asks why I can’t accomplish something, then who knows what I will say? I hope I can stand firm.


